Jessikah X-Artist

Smoke chokes
the surface
wat is underneath
more repressed his opinions
and paranoid fears
smoke chokes us out away from him
smoke chokes him out
with the beer
smoke chokes away
eyes water now
smoke flies away
its gone away
smoke chokes so slowly threw his lungs
smoke takes away the songs we sung
smoke places him down within a bed
smoke shortens his life expectancy lyk we said
smoke heightens the stress
smoke makes me feel more red
smoke smoke he smoked his days away
smokes my vision in frightened dismay
smoke wat breathes threw my breathe at night
a smokey vision I try to fight
smoke is all i see at the funeral
im so stressed i wanna c thats all
smoke takes my family o bye bye
smoke is wat i c wen its cold and i sigh
smoke is wat i try to understand
and wen im stressed smoke is at hand
smoke is something they feed in2 my face
smoke is wat embellishes this mystery at hast
and smoke is wat im now trained to
and the smoke carries on to rise with fumes

Thursday 22 December 2011

He speaks

he speaks
but is he real
im slaved
he speaks
does he want wrong or to
place me in a grave
he speaks
does he want right for me
is he out for himself
and his company
he speaks
outloud in a mumbled voice
his boring me now
ive found a void
he speaks he speaks
crap so i do not care
he speaks
so loud i do not care
he speaks
and yells and shouts at me
hes hostile and voilent he can not c
im the diamond in the dirt
i could be his pleasure
but he speaks
so im left all covered up
and the shine that glitters
will not be shone above
well not for him
he speaks
someone else will find me
he speaks
i will shine above u c
he speaks he speaks
his not worth it
the way i view him
like a pile of shit

Even Though

even though he sat down
and gazed into my eyes
for hours like a pupil
he was tryna find

and we sung the song of
these days skies
my bed it felt lyk thee moonlight

deleted for speaking my mind

how much times this week
will i get deleted for speaking my mind
they like someone diffrent
but before they make it they scrutinize
how much times this week
will i get deleted for speaking my mind

Can u c

can u see this world of lies
threw my truthful drunken eyes
if i topple ontop of u
will it prove wat u need to do
if i punch him in his face
who will look lyk thee discrace
can you see this world of lies
threw my truthful drunken eyes

Can u

can you feel that
thats my passion
thats the colours in my dance
can you feel my laughter
as i shake along in cuffs
can you see my inner beauty
and scars i tried to heal
can you see my innocence
that im trying to reveal
can you see my life
or my family
or can you see whats really me
take a chance and you will see

Can ib

can i b the outsider for ever
but will sumwun let me
will my mind run normally
instead of thinking abstractly
will i move so simple and gp with tho
no random comments like a summer with snow

Bel

Believe me
somethings looking out for me
see me
casultys and fukery
treat me
to the good things in life
need me
cause I will provide

Ackadackka

Ackadackka
wen your down you can only go up
acadackka flakka
chuckka chucka flutter
reinforcing me down
gravitional forces outloud
now it peaks
loud loud streaks
beating gilt constrained silk
aka wakka plukka

2He

he chose u
then stomped all over your heart
empregnated ur womb
then battered along time
he ate your personality
dug out your soul
harboured ur future
made u grow old
then slandered and bashed and crashed your name
and now u noe ur not the same

2 black to strong

I'm just to black and to strong
they say I am cockey
it hurts like a thorn
but do I care no
I'm to black to strong

I'm to black and to strong
with a zeel of life
to black to strong
I glow in the light
to black and to strong my ancestors had to fight

and so will my kids to
because there
to black to strong

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